Bad Blogger

So yeah.. I'm a bad blogger.... I just get side tracked with life...

Been through a few men... uggh... I think I need to stick with what I know.. or rather.. who I know... won't be easy.. still got a few roadblocks... but despite all I've done to him.. he is still around... how can I argue with that?

Work is going great though.. Got Asst Manager at the store I got moved to a couple months ago... just need to get on my boss' ass about my raise... he promised me a $1 raise.. Need the money.. having to put out $750 on my teeth... Word to the Wise... do not avoid the dentist for 13 years... BAD idea...

Karma is doin well... if I could get her to stop fighting me on homework.. least brushing her hair won't be an issue anymore.. she decided to get it cut.. it looks soooo cute.. she "adores it"

Need a bit of advice from friends though... so she enjoys playing World of Warcraft... which I went ahead and subscribed to... course I did so thinking I would get to play.. but only justified it cause she plays too... but she loses her temper with it too easily... I have canceled my subscription... and she is begging me to keep it... I told her if she could stop getting so upset I would think about it... but so far no real improvement... though her temper goes off anytime we try to tell her something she doesn't want to hear... I swear.. if it wasn't for her ASD .. I'd smack the shit out of her everytime she growled at me... yeah. she growls at me... a lot..

should I go with my gut and keep it canceled... or should I give her another chance?

Oops

Sorry it's been so long since I posted ... Let's see... things are going well... I'm getting lots of hours at work.. I'm reliable and am willing to work any shift... and with the fact that we have lost 2 people in 2 weeks... one no called no showed... the other... walked out of the fricken store when I was there... I ended up having to stay that night and close... 11 hour shift that day. He actually came into the store last night too.. for his check.. went into the back room.. I told him he wasn't supposed to be back there.. policy is that current employees aren't even allowed back there if they are not scheduled to be working. his reponse was.. "like a give a fuck." I just walked out for my break... I wanted to deck him... he's a dick and I was the one that suffered that night.... anyways... but my boss loves me so I'm doing great!

Seeing someone again... I'm reserving judgement till I get to know him... Not really got a lot of time to spend with anyone right now anyways...

I have started reading this book series.. Anita Blake Vampire Hunter. by Laurrel K Hamilton. It is great! Anita is strong, witty, small package but can take care of herself. She is a vampire hunter and an animator.. Which means she raises zombies from the grave to question them.. it's all legalized in this little world.. Vampires are mainstream too... and they have some rights.. so she is still a vampire hunter.. but has to do it legally.. so she is the Licensed state vampire executioner... they issue death warrants when a vampire gets out of hand.. she assists the police in any cases that include what they call preternatural suspects. (anyone not human)

It's a great series so far... has vampires, werewolves, wererats, werepanthers etc.. hell even a wereswan lol.. ((curse from a witch)) fairies, lamias, all kinds of supernatural goodies.. The men are all hot of course.. and miss Anita is a goody goody... no sex before marriage... though not a virgin... so there is sexual tension.. and while she hasn't had any sex... the scenes she's observed or dreamed about are  getting steamy.. Apparently I'm told that later in the series they get x-rated... he he.. Anyways.. I would highly reccommend it...

A.. You would love it! Anita is a lot like you actually.. minus the short part... She reminds me of you in a lot of ways... course the Lamia did too lol...

Teaser Tuesday

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along! Just do the following:

• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
• Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!

Fifty Shades of Grey by E.L. James

pg 428 "I moan between parted lips and arch my back so my breasts fill my palms. He squeezes my nipples between our thumbs, pulling gently so that they elongate further." 

Figured I would add mine too.. hehe, took some time to find a clip that wasn't too hot.. hehe. 

Happy April!

Didn't get he full video.. but gotta run to work.. will fix later... 

So Easter is past.. Karma had a blast in her easter egg hunt.. this was the cutest damn thing I've ever fricken seen... Her ponies had to help her with the Easter Egg hunt, and this is the Earth ponies and the pegasuses (her word) racing to get to the purple egg.. I love this damn kid so much!!

Work is going great still, been asked if I'm willing to work nights and close the store... I'm jumping on that! And yesterday I found out why I was asked to... Soo.. I kinda got someone fired yesterday. There was this guy I work with... he's gay, but I don't give a shit.. He kept making comments about how hot the teenage boys who came into the store were hot.. I had already told him once that it was creepy and didn't need to hear it... Well yesterday was shit busy... and he was still making comments on the fricken veggie line.. in front of customers.. making sexual inneundos like crazy... Hey I love entrendres as much as the next person.. but not in front of customers.. and it just got to me.. so I talked to my manager after my shift.. and her exact words.. "ok I don't need to hear anymore.. he's gone" Apparently not the first complaint.. to the point there have been customer complaints and some of the regulars don't come to the store anymore cause he kept hitting on them... So I kinda got him fired.. but he was on of the closers.. so I won't be at all surprised if I get offered some closing shifts soon... sooo yeah... Anyways...

Broke up with my boyfriend.. he needed an open relationship that I thought I could handle.. it hurt more than it should have... and I told him I couldn't deel with it.. and we called it quits.. it was mutual and friendly.. but still sucked.. So single again... blah....

Other than that.. I'm doing great!

Busy Busy

New job is going great, I've wow'd everyone I've worked with which is great cause it means they give me hours, second week in and up to 36 hours!! Woot! And being encouraged to do the supervisor training program.. so that is a good hint lol!
Downside??
Them loving me so much means they need me this weekend during the busiest weekend of the year for them, a women's national volleyball tournament has 10k+ people at the 16th street mall the outdoor shopping mall in downtown Denver.. and I have been sched 11-7 on Sunday.. which is Karma's b-day and her party at Chuck E Cheese's is at 1:30 .. salon appt at 11 am.. and I'm gonna miss it all.. epic suckage.. but the job is important and all.. gonna make it up to her later of course. and at least this year I'm not in another state.. so it's a plus..

There is a small chance that someone from one of the other stores don't have hours that want them and if they call looking for some cause they know it's a big weekend.. my manager said she would go ahead and give them mine.. Which would prevent needing to ask the District Manager who so far loves me from having his positive view of me tainted... If I wasn't sooo new, it probably wouldn't be a big deal.. but oh well. shit happens right?

On the subject of Karma's party.. I hope it goes well.. I know at least a few of her school friends will be there and her cousins so it shouldn't be a flop. And she is being absolutely spoiled.. Went shopping with Mother in law at Toys R Us for some Lego friends kits .. I wanted to get a couple of those small 10 buck ones right?? She sees a "$20 of Lego purchase of $75 or more" so she decided on an $85 Lego kit.. yeah.. turned out $65.. but still.. then she jokingly tried to blame me to Alex.. That was ALL her... Course then Karma did actually ask for a DVD player, cause her's has been broken forever.. So we are thinking yeah... 20 bucks no problem... BUT MIL sees a Princess DVD player... that had a matching princess TV... $60!!! I was like.. hello??? she got it anyway lol... her money.. Alex said later that her greatest wish is to spend her last dollar on her deathbed. Think he's right

Also got to see Elizabeth today which was nice. She is bout to pop anyday now.. duedate is like the 22nd.. So not gonna last that long.. I'm guessing the 9th.. lol.

Ok well gotta finish getting ready.. gonna go out with the girls tonight.. Haven't been out in awhile and don't work till 11 am lol!! will post a pic tomorrow.. or eventually lol

Happy Valentines Day

Happy V-day to all that make my life a little more special!

Been doing great.. Got hired at Subway again... looking forward to going back to work.. and the job is close enough to walk to.. so never a concern about having the car!

The new boyfriend is working out great.. he seems to worship me.. it's kinda nice.

Going to spend the day with him.. And gonna watch Casablanca.. and possibly The Princess Bride, our first date movie.

Karma is doing well, missed monday and tuesday at school cause of a bad cough.. actually asked to go to the doctor on tuesday to get medicine. Had a rough morning yesterday, but the counselors got her calmed down. This morning she was excited bout Valentine's day.. helped her finish up her valentines last night.

Not much else going on.. Will post again soon... ish. lol.

Can run but you can't hide

I've been doing good. Been busy, working a bit.. always good.. just got my first paycheck so least they are legit.
My relationship is going good, and I'm gonna enjoy it while it lasts, cause I just saw a picture on someone's list of favorite things and I cried.  Guess I know now why I will go back and forth from dating to single.  I'm always gonna find some reason to end a good thing.. cause I don't want to be taken when he is ready. Why don't I just stay single??? Because I can't take the lonliness. I crave to be told I am beautiful and loved... To see the desire in someone's eyes, to feel the touch of their fingers, lips.. etc. And it just proves that he deserves better, someone stronger, someone loyal. I'm so sorry.